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Tuesday, March 29, 2011,6:41 PM

Wah.

Sorry I have neglected thee.

I hate breaking my promises ! But this time, aint gonna happen ! Anyways, I haven't really been on my blogging sites for a while... THAT including Tumblr. I guess, I just really don't have the time anymore. I'm really too busy.

Two weeks ago, I just came back from vacation on the west coast and I really enjoyed my time there. I wanna go back so bad !! I don't even know when were gonna be headed back to Vegas later this year :S

Meh, but on another note... last weekend it was MY BIRTHDAY !!! : ) I am officially 19 years old ! Lol ! I feel so old. Yuck... But being 19 has it's advantages... if you live in Canada ! Lol ! Being legal feels great. On my actual birthday, I had lunch with Drew, Sammy, Phia & Jojo. First legal drinks and whatnot :) Later in the day, I had my famjam at my place. It was fun. A whole bunch of my friends came though and I was very happy.

On the second day for my bday; I went clubbing for the first time. I was rather excited but at the same time I didn't know what to expect and I was right. LOL I reallllly didn't know what to expect. As much as I'd want to write about what happened, I'm just gonna keep it personal and say whatever happens at City. STAYS at City. LOL ! hehe.

Part 3 is coming up this Friday and I'm very excited but once again, I don't know what to expect. LOL

That's all for now, I'm too lazy to type out more.

Labels: 19th birthday, happiness, joy, life, love, peace, vacation

Monday, February 16, 2009,6:00 PM

it aint over till it's over.

So, since it's Valentines long weekend; and there are hearts all over the world tonight. I suppose since this IS my blog, I pour out mine.

This long weekend has been a bitch for me somewhat. It's got me thinking...
Family. School. Friends. Significant other.. etc. *sigh* I don't know what's gotten into me. But whatever it is; it's working. I've come to realize that acceptance is the best thing you can ever give to a person, and to yourself.
And I'm not gonna lie; I, myself isn't the "best" person at learning to accept things. I guess, I'm not use to change or accepting that everything happen for a reason. That's something I need to work on. Acceptance.
Not that I don't accept A LOT of things. I mean, I accept things. But some thing..yeah.. Just recently I lost a friend to a situation to do with her boyfriend. Yeah, dumb ? Yes Stephanie. Very.
I talked to my parents about it (btw, fuck you kids who think it's gay being able to talk to your parents), and they lectured me about the situation until 1:48AM. Oh gosh. Basically they told me, "You shouldn't be the one to control who she loves and who she can't love. It's not your decision. Instead, you should be happy for her and regardless of you liking him or not, the best thing you can give her is your support and acceptance. If she's happy, be happy for her." I think that statement said all. I may have rolled my eyes and tried to close my ears half the time they lectured me, but it was hard not to, and I ended up listening. My mom tells me there's a huge difference between something you want and something you need - in this situation, it's definetly not something I need; more like something I want. I guess shes right about that. *sigh* Oh my parents. I've got a lot to learn, and fix. Let's just hope all goes well.

(to be continued.. in some other form or way).

Oh and, Happy Family Day everybody !

Labels: acceptance, family day and valentines long weekend, love

Thursday, February 12, 2009,3:29 PM

Just when I thought I got it bad..

..and just like that, it hit me.

People tend to forget how lucky they are sometimes. We just go on with our lives without remembering the valuable things in life. Yet there are so many days, when we act so selfish on towards ourselves that

Yesterday my dad was talking to me about the future. I, myself was just listening to my iPod somewhat tuning him out. But then he told me to turn it off and listen. So I did, just cause it sounded important. He told me about the time when his dad died and how he was only 6 years old. Growing up it was really hard on my lola the most, especially since she had to raise 10 kids. There really wasn't anyone that would help her out since my lolo died. Thinking about it now, I don't even know how I'd manage that myself. But anywho, there was only one person that insisted on helping her - and that was my tita Leticia, my auntie Leti. Technically, she was like the "father" of all my dad's siblings. She would cook, clean, care for them when they were sick, etc. Especially with her being the oldest in the family; she was pretty lucky to be able to finish university and get a decent job. My dad told me if it wasn't for her, he wouldn't even know what kind of position he'd be in right now. He then continued and told me that when I get older, wealthy or not, I should always support my brother and sister. I may not get along so well with them now, but by the time I'm in my 20's, it'll change. "Family always goes first.. because in the end, when you don't have anyone else - your family will always be there I believe that statement to be true and I'm glad that I have a healthy, happy family. Regardless of me complaining and nagging about them, I still love them off. lol, <3

So the next time when you feel like the world is against you; try to remind yourself that it shouldn't let it affect you so much - just because, there is probably somebody else out there in the world that has it ten times worse. So be thankful.

R.I.P. Tita Leti, I'll miss you !

Labels: death, faith, hope, joy, love, peace

Sunday, February 8, 2009,3:14 PM

I think i need help.

Fml. I feel so blah right now. Honestly, I'm so pathetic. I don't know whats wrong with me ..Am I too "reminisctic" ? < Yeah, that's probably not a real word. But bare with me.
Basically, I'm the kind of girl who holds on to an old stuffed animal and just keeps it in the back of my closet forever. I don't throw it away, nor would I give it to someone else.. I don't know, I'm very.. yeah. But that's the beginning of my problem. I have a tendency to KEEP holding on to things. When really, whats the point ?
Like, ask yourself this: Why do us girls have to be the ones to cry and be sad while for guys, it's so easy?
Yeah, I know this question may not affect every girl, but hey. I'm one of the 80% of the women out there. It sucks. It really does. I think help is needed. Fuck, I'm so pathetic.

7:42PM - Yeah, I'm back. and I'm bored and said that'd I'd get off the damn computer 15 minutes ago ..but I guess, I kinda lied to myself ? ..Soo hi ? lol. K after this I'm done.
So, yesterday I finally watched, "Hes Just Not That Into You" with my new "chickflick" partner-in-crime, Joela So :). Honestly, good movie ladies. You CAN relate. It's cute. Like the part when Gigi was like, "When we are young, we are programmed to think that if a guy acts like a jerk to you, it means that he 'likes' you.. and that's the beginning of our problem." It's true. Fml. Watch this movie. V

Labels: fml, love, pathetic