stefunny sandchez

Hello I'm Stephanie and this is my blog.

stefunny sandchez

Hello I'm Stephanie and this is my blog.

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I'm a short, and proud little Filipino. I'm an Aries baby; born on March 15th. I am happy-go-lucky 18 year old girl from Mississauga. I am a loving daughter, sister and best friend. I'm a small girl with a big heart. I'm Stephanie Sanchez.
May you always find the love that you need, and need all the love you can find.

Random buuut, I find Katy Perry absolutely gorgeous.
I don't know why, I think she's amusingly hot. : ]



Okay, I'll go now.. bye !

Labels: katy perry, thats what you get for waking up in vegas

I'm tired. I really am. Everytime I see you, hear about
you, or someone close to you is around me. I get this huge
drop in the pit of my stomach that literally makes me
wanna throw up. Today I saw your friends, and I felt this empty
slide pulling me down inside.. I seriously hate it. I don't like
feeling this way anymore. Please let it stop. I hate
having to know your presence is still out there in this lifetime,
and it's something I cannot avoid.. regardless of me never
ever seeing you or speaking to you. I'm frustrated with everything
about you and who you are now. Only thing that keeps me holding
back is the old you. The old version of you.. ? Somehow, that
old you is dead and gone... and no where to be
found. But fuck, reality sometimes can punch you in the face
a bit when you least realize it. I don't like this anymore.
I just want it all to stop. I'm fucking annoyed. It's getting
to the point where I feel like I'm slowing going down the stairs
again, not up. Whatever happened to that ? I don't fucking know.
I'm so stressed. You may see this one day and go, "She's fucking
pathetic.. desperate, as if she wants attention," No. Never.
Obviously I write my shit down in my blog just for my own sake.
Just so I can say how I feel, not how desperate I am. Never.
In conclusion, things are so fucked up in my mind, that I can't
even dare to explain it to my friends. I'm just gonna end this
off again with another, fuck you and goodbye.

Labels: fuck you

Omg, I think I'm in love with my layout :). No seriously..
I actually really like it. I don't think I'll be changing
it for a while...

So today, I went to AMC theatres with my sister and
my cousins, Joselle and Kristine .. and we watched "Up".



Aw, honestly - that was soooo cute ! I really enjoyed it. I
was practically "aww-ing" the whole time. I really liked that
Russell kid, I just wanted to pinch his cheeks. :D "Hi my name
is Russell, and I'm an adventure etc etc" LOL Awwwwww ! And I
also liked that short movie in the beginning too, with the clouds.
So so so so SOOO cute. : D I recommend people to watch it.

After that, we went to Demetres and ate ice cream... and then
after that, we went home and watched the BET awards (which is
going on right now, right this second,). Interestingly enough,
the whole show is dedicated to Michael Jackson. LOL at all their
speechs, they're all dedicated to him. But it's SO long. Ugh :/
I've never, ever watched the BET awards ever.. but yeah. I'm
gonna exit this now, byeee.

Labels: demetres, disney movie, Up

Today was my streets annual block party 2009 !
It was so fun. I still don't know why it was held
so early this year, but I suppose it's better than
having it later on during the summer. : )



Anywho, before all of that - I went to Trina's pool
party thing to swim. It was only, Alyssa, Justin, Ira,
Trina, Mora, Monica, Chris and I which was nice. Just
a small group of us. I barely got wet though cause I
was already sunburnt and I didn't want anymore damage
to my skin... soooo yeah. My arms are like deadly damaged.
YES TRINA, I'M DARKER THAN YOU STILL ! LMAO ! Yeah, she's
mad at me for that. Elle oh elle.



Well, we splished and splashed around until Chris
nosedived to the floor and started bleeding :(. I still
feel kinda weary whenever I think about it, ugh. He ended
up being okay... after using up 2 towels and plenty of
tissues. So we ate Walmart burgers and etc etc. I had to
leave early cause of my brother's birthday / block party.
My dad was pissing me off with his paranoia. He kept yelling
at me and stuff. Gosh, don't know what's gotten into him
this week. Thank God when he came to pick me up, Monica
was there. When we got home, Monica and I just chilled
until she left. Sucks, wish she stayed longer.



Basically, the whole time being I spent it walking in
and out of the house. We didn't have much food inside or
out. I showered, later realizing that the kids ordered
pizza and ate it all >:/. Whatever. Uhhhh finally Alyssa
and the gang arrived. LOL. They ate and stuff, then we
babysat baby Rain. I swear all of them were like cooing
her and stuff. Aw, you guys. : )



As the night went on, my brother went M.I.A. with his
friends somewhere and we couldn't sing "Happy Birthday"
to him. Instead, we sang Happy birthday to my lola cause
it was actual birthday. So cute, she's 82 now :). Love my
lola. LOL. Since my block party was craving s'mores. Me
and the etc people (Chris, Guarin, Trina, Ira, Justin)
and Kristine + Joselle went out to get some. We went to
Hasty, and they didn't have nothing... So Chris and Joo
ran to Price Chopper and got some... to find out it was
closed, so they went to Convinience K, and yeah.



Back at the block party, the fireworks were starting and
I was like "OH SHIT, YAY !" LMAO @ Justin because once
we entered a firework thinger hit him on his leg. Awww !
Throughout the night, we sat out and watched them all
together. It was so cute. After that, they gave all of
the kids + us sparklers and yeah. In the end of everything,
me and my friends made s'mores for everyone, but that was
an epic fail because: 1) The marshmellows were too small.
2) The sticks were too small, since they were bbq sticks.
3) The fire was WAAAAY too burning hot. None of us could
stand by it : /. 4) Ran out of marshmellows fast because
stupid brother and his friends kept throwing it immaturely
into the fire. Gossssssssh. So yeah, end of the night was
fun. Chilled and listened to Michael Jackson music throughout
it all, including fireworks. Mhmm, okay I gotta sleep now.
Had fun today : ] I guess my summer won't be so bad. (y)

Labels: block party 09, fun times, trina's pool

For the past two/three days, I've been sick.
My head feels heavy, my body feels super warm,
and topping it all off, I finally got my time
of the month. Which is a good thing, because I
havn't had it in two bare months. I guess that's
okay. But yesterday, for the first time ever,
my cramps killed me like a bitch. K, usually if
you know me, I can tolerate my cramps, no matter
how painful they can be. But shit, yesterday was
nothing compared to my previous ... situations.
Omg, I was like crying, dying on the bathroom floor.
LOL ! No seriously. I was like, in major pain.
Especially since I'm sick too, it's just, not very
happy. We didn't have food at home, and I was craving
Old Dutch chips so I thought maybe walking to Hasty,
and back may cure them.. So I went to Hasty Market,
bought my chips, went home, and ate them. At first,
everything seemed okay.. but it actually got ten times
worse. : ( I was like, somewhat crawling around the
house looking for my mom. Everytime I asked, ate Malou
would be like "SHES NOT HOME !" and I'd be like, "okay.."
and crawl back to my room. I was feeling TOO much pain.
I decided to pull out Wedding Crashers and watch it
instead. But half the movie, I was like crying on my
bed. I called my mom somewhat yelling at her to come
home, and she did. LOL All you see is my mom running
into my room with water and Advil. An hour later, I
started to calm down and feel much better. I watched
the movie, Alfie after. Interesting to see what it's
really like through an asshole's mind. I found it
rather stupid. There was this one part when he mentioned
how among all the women in his life, they've done so
much for him, and in return, he gave back so little.
In other words, he said how he was lonely, and needed
"companionship". But in the end, he was like "Oh I have
everything I want in my life right now, I don't need
depend on people, and they dont depend on me. Yada yada
yada etc..." Psh, interesting movie but such a piss off.
I hope all men at this point of their lives, don't end
up like that in the upcoming future. 8-). Well, today is
my baby brother's fourteenth birthday. His birthday was
on Monday, the 22nd. It's been an awesome week for him,
he graduated this week too and got lotsa moola. Fuuuuck !
Not fair. Plus, today is my street's annual block party..
and it's gonna be big. Pretty much bigger than last years.
Including the fact that my whoole family plus a few close
friends will be there. Parking is gonna suck. Hmm, I'm
kind of excited. But I'm sick, sooo yeah. I hate my sunburn.
My arms feel weird. I have to go to Trina' little pool
party today.. but only for a short amount of time, yeah.
I'm gonna go get breakfast now. Bye everyone, I'll be back.

Labels: alfie, block party 09, can you say pms?, sickness and pain, wedding crashers

R.I.P Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcette.

My goodness, What the fuck is wrong with the world ?
Is it me, or is this week sucha shitty week ? : / Wtf,
On Monday, it's confirmed that Jon and Kate are divorcing.
And my favourite, Vanessa Minnillo and Nick Lachey are
doneskays. =( OH, and my little brother is graduated,
and is coming to highschool with my sister and I next
year. That's gonna be high-larious... -__-

Sad, but meh, what can we do :/. (Except about my brother
going to highschool part).

Yesterday I got unlucky because my shoulders and somewhat
chest-area-above-my-boobs got sunburnt like a motherfuckaaaa.
Everywhere else, I'm fine like nothing bad, just that particular
location... Why did I get sunburnt, may you ask ?
Summary: Andrea + Mathuri + Myself + Wonderland + 34 degrees
humid-egg-cooking-weather = The result of my sunburn.

Omg, I'm in pain. My head feels dizzy, it's like everythings
spinning. My right eye is aching, like in a twitching kind of
way. I threw up bad this morning twice. Plus, my body is like
majorly hot. My mom tells me it's because I'm dehydrated from
yesterday. :/ Ughh, I hate it all.

I wasn't able to chill with Angelica and Ariel today. =( We
had this day planned out to chill and stuff. But it didn't
happen due to my dehydration sickness. So the two of them
ended up chilling together without me...

..Little did I know, they were secretly planning to see me.
So I was sleeping and watching filipino movies, all dead and
shit. And I heard a knock on my bedroom door, and all I see is
Ariel..... and Angelica ! : ) I was like "Omg !" in a lazy, tired
way. Basically, they brought me baked cupcakes, Malteasers, ice
cream and Gatoraide. : ) I love them. Oddly enough, I started to
feel a bit better when they were here. We webcammed pictures,
talked, ate food, Hotel626, and Peter answered Gells. LMAO ! : ]
Aw, I had fun. They left pretty early too but it was fine.

Later, I discovered that the legendary, Michael Jackson died of
a cardiac arrest. I was like, "Shit.." : / So I texted a few of
my closest friends about it. Turns out, I'm like last to know,
which is pretty fail. LOL. After all that, went to my tita's house
since it was her birthday, and we had a little get-together. We
watched the Michael Jackson story thing on CNN and etc.

And, I'm off to bed now, my head is aching. Byyyye everyone.
<3

Labels: peter answers your questions, r.i.p. michael jackson and farrah fawcette, sickness, sunburn

Love this girl. V, LOL we're John Lloyd and Bea ! hahaha... I lie.


I'm rather lazy again, and I'm suppose to be getting ready
to head off to Joela's household. Buuuuut, I'll make this
entry super quick.... in pointform:
- I went downtown again yesterday with Alyssa. T'was
awesome, and I'm glad I was able to show her around a "new world".
- I need to save up moola (translation, money for some of
you special functions...) so when I come back downtown, I can
shop and get the shit I need and want to get.
- We lied to John telling him we were in Scarborough, and
lol at the directions he told us to go to. I love him. Sorry, half
best friend. LMFAO !
- I need to really save up. I'm fucking broke. Yeah, I mentioned
that twice on perpose.... lol.
- *cough*'s boyfriend, *cough* is so CUTE. I think he's "quite
the character" LOL Alyssa.
- Andrew Felciano is awesome because he's postponing his bbq
from the 20th to the 13th, so I can be there. And also because
everyone can be there as well. : )
- ^ Why is he postponing ? Oh that's because I'm going to
motherfucking ALASKA (No joke btw) from July 15th to July 25th.
So life sucks. But, let's pray I'll survive wearing a jacket and
getting attacked from polar bears and igloos.

REALIZATION: I just realized that I went to Barack Obama's hometown
of Hawaii, and this July I'm going to Sarah Palin's hometown of Alaska.
LOL... How exciting 8-)

Labels: alaska, bbq, downtown toronto, lol hi john

Wow, my blog has become so.. so bold. LOL :]



Sorry if what I say here doesn't make sense whatsoever.. I'm
just collecting my thoughts. Fuck.

So for me, it's kind of like I'm being put on hold/call waiting
for the LOOOONGEST time. K, for example.. every time we speak
(which btw, havn't been many of those..) it's always me telling
him how I feel and all the fucking hang ups that I had put myself
through because of that heartless bastard.

Okay.

Here's what pisses me off, closure.
Yes, closure.

FUCKKK, How can I have that with you when everytime I talk to
you, it's always you saying something completely pointless,
shitworthy, or something that makes me go "HUUHHHHH ?" It's
as if you never listened to a damn word that came out of my
mouth and for you it was like "yAda yAdA yaDa dEe dOooO...."

Correct ? Fuck. It pisses me off.

Aargh. I can't say forgiveness is on the beginning of my list
when it comes to you and I at the moment..... probably later,
but not now. I'm too annoyed to even say anything nice to you
in person without it involving me screaming or throwing things
at you. Just like the last time we spoke remember ?

But hey, do my a favour and listen up. I'm not a cuckoo person.
I'm a girl with my own little ways of making myself feel better.

Just let me be mad. Let me be paranoid. Let me be a bitch.
Let me be sad. Let me cry. Let me complain. Let me vent. Let
me talk shit, cause you know 80% of the time, I don't completely
mean it. Let me call you names. Let me tell my friends on how
big of a fucking asshole you are. And most of all, just let me be.
I need to be like this for now just because this is how I function.
It's my way of moving on.. and having it done this way, I'll think
I'll be okay. Just let me do my thing. As long as I don't catch
you doing yours. Another piss off. Yes.

Labels: half a vent, im not missing you, stacie orrico

This song catched my eye. Aw,

*spelling error: caught

Thanks for pointing that out Guarin, thanks.
Bitch. I lie. : )

Labels: taylor swift, you belong with me

.. TORONTO IS AMAZING. I love it. No really. Haha, I'm
making myself sound as if I've never been there before.
Obviously I have, but I havn't "experienced" or visited
the way I did before. It was so nice. Go Urban Outfitters,
Forever 21 and H&M. Whoooo ! <3



Basically I went with of course, Joela, Andrea, and Andy.
We arrived there in good moods, and left sad because we had
a bomb day. We made it a pact, we'd come down very often.
It's so fun. I love Toronto : ) So so so, what did we do
today ? Well this is what we did:



We walked around that, times square kinda place.. I'm sorry
I forgot what it's called, but it was nice. I saw a lot of
petitioners ? I don't know. Saw the set up for the MMVAS :).
Then after shopping around and walking, we got hungry and
went to Korean Grill. Yummmmy :). I was so full after that
dot dot dot.. No comment, lol.



Uhm.. after Jo and I wanted to go to .. fuck, what's it called
again ? .. That skating rink place when it's winter. The fucking..
I don't know.. But it has a fountain. That's all I remember.
Fml and my memory name lost. LOL. Well we went there and Joela
was like, "Wtf, why's there so many filipinos here ?" and I'm
like "Say word, why's that ?" and then I paused, "OH SHIT ! I
THINK IT'S .. OMG, IT'S PND TODAY !" LOL. So Andrea and Andy
our coloured friends decided to leave us there.



Joela and I walked around and got free GMA bags. Meh, but I'm
all for ABS still.... lmao. I'm weird, yes. -__-. Well, afterwards,
I bought myself a frog. Yes a frog, a wooden frog that makes noise.
It's quite amusing, and you should check it out yourself. Then, I
saw my boo Evanna, who I will always miss : (. I also met Ms. Wendy
Vu and Sarah, Evanna's cousin. They're nice. :].



We sat with them and talked about stories and stupid men. LOL.
I love Wendy, and since shes dating Andrew - I love how she seems
to have similar traits with her and him; reminds me of me and him
before.. It's honestly so weird, it's ironic ! LOL I was like to her,
"Omg, why does this sound so familiar ?" But yeah, Wendy's awesome.
Sarahs so sweet. And I also talked with my girlie, Ashleigh Angeles
about our debuts. :). Aw, it was nice. Minus the fact that we were
sitting in the hot, humid, sun. I got a tan, yes.



But sadly after that, we had to leave and went back to Eatons to
get Andrea and Andy. It was sad that we had to go back home, but
we had a pretty fun subway/bus ride back. Aw, I love it. : )

Labels: forever 21, h and m, toronto is live, urban outfitters, wtf pnd is today?

Today's Friday, and I skipped 2nd and 4th.. Omg what's
happening to me :/ LOL. Whatevvvvvs. At 2nd, I got breakfast
@ Mickey D's with Andrea and Ashley Soranno. Then I had to go
finish my cosmo CPT.. to later realize, Ms. Quinn decided to
postpone it to Monday. Sooooo all of cosmo we partied with
waffles + ice cream = : ). T'was nice. Later, I went to the
caf and served away my waffle/ice cream to Mathuri and grabbed
Guarin to chat. Yada Yada Yada... skip all that, went to St. Joes
with Guarini, Trina the talking train and Ariel the Mermaid. I
was suppose to go 3c, but came 4th since Sammybear wanted to
see me, so I came. We chilled in the boiling sun and left.
Unfortunetly, my father caught me going to Joes and when I
went back to FX, (I lied saying I was going to Little Caesars)
he refused to pick me up from school :(. He told me to walk,
but he didn't sound so mad though.. but how gay still ! LOL
well instead, lucky for me ended up having my transfer and took
the bus home with Ariel carrying all 4 of my binders/textbooks.
.. did I mention, in the HOT HUMID SUN ? Omg tres horrible.
Ew, did I just say "tres"........ Anyway, went to the dentist
after.. the ortho one. She got pissed at me for not wearing my
retainers 24/7. WHAAAAATEVER. Hate that bee-otch. She's so evil.
:/ ..Uhm, after went to Joela's. It was cute cause Jasmine was
having a partay. I thought it was a niner-get-together-event,
but it was a surprise bday thing for her bestfriend Nicole.
Awww :). I recall telling Jo, that we never got to do all that
cool stuff back in grade 9. It was really cute; it was boys
and girls. Awwww ! It wasn't one of those typical kiddy things,
it was chill. I can honestly say I like these niners. They're
NOTHING like the ghetto grade tens and wannabes in my grade.
I like that. (y) Had fun. I love s`mores. They made me some.
Awwwwwwwesome ! Yeah yeah, oh before the party thing, Joela
and I walked around and I asked her if I could vist Lukas;
since I knew him, and we had kiddy crushes on each other in
grade 8/9. LOL :) I said a few prayers, which Jo thought was
cute.. but it was my prayer for him :P. It was sweet. But
what killed it was the little brown kid on rollerblades that
played with the roseries and yelled, "MAAAAAM SOMEONE DIED
RIGHT HERE !!!!" LOL, Joela somewhat cussed him off.. So mean.
Uhhh yeah, my legs hurt from sitting/standing too much. I
shall sign off now, I'm going downtown tomorrow with Jo/Andrea.
and maybe Andy LOL :]

Labels: bomb, friday night, st joes, the so family

"If I wrote a book about where we stand, then the
title of my book would be life with Superman.."
- Beyonce, Roc.

Omg that song is hilarious, it makes me laugh hystrical.
LMAO, I know, how can a "slow song" make Sanchez go LOL ?
I don't know, it seems stupid-funny. Heres the link, listen:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDqcfoAHQ0c

.. and obviously this song is dedicated to Jay Z. I find it
so ironic, she calls him her "rock". But she spells it out
as "roc". LMAO. Bothers me. I was laughing at this video that
I discovered to.. Guy goes by the name of Jared de Castro. He's
talented, but this makes me laugh:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1FGdPqvai8&

*sigh* the things that makes me laugh, really. It's weird isnt
it ? Well, I don't mean the video.. but myself in a way. LOL.
Wow how lame am I ? Here's a sidenote, my stomach is pinching
me and it hurts. Wtf. I don't know why. I think it's those nachos
Elise gave me in English. Blaah.

Well CPT season is here, and I'm fucked for Cosmo. It's due tomorrow,
still havn't started. No one in my class has. But it'll be okay...
I can do it. It's easy. What pisses me off is my grades. Bio went up,
Math - I'm still not so sure.. Probably went up just a liddo bit, but
I think I'm still the same where I'm at. English is perfect. But Cosmo
is fucking me over. : / Fml seriously.

Ohhh here's a question for some of you.. So, my school is having
a May 2010 New York City trip, and obviously I wanna go. It'll
be fun.. last year with friends in NYC ? Yeah I'll go. But heres
my problem, friends don't wanna go because of the price.... which
is $720 000.

Honestly, that isn't so bad. Really. I mean it's good
for only 4 days and 3 nights. It's reasonable, and obviously your
not gonna hafta pay ALL of that together in one.. (as my stupid friends
think...) There are downpayments people ! Hello ?! Like the first
payment is $120, then the next two are $300 which are like later
on. NOOOT BAD ? And plus, you get to go to.... a lotta nice places.
I feel like naming all of them, but I'm lazy....ish.

Well, I'll name one. Chinatown. Yes Chinatown. I'd be so psyched if
I went there. Omg, all the dim sum I can eat ! Woohoo ! ; ). No seriously.
LOL... oh and we get to see the World Trade Center Site, and and
Central Park obv.... and the Rockefeller Centre, but I've been there
already. *looks up* this paragraph is long... I'm gonna space it out.....*

There, much better.. Lol don't ask. Uhm, and then theres the NBC
studio tour ? and 5th Avenue, Statue of Liberty, Omg it's like a dream..
only thing I didn't see was Times Square... *looks* oh wait, never mind.
LMAO. I love how I'm describing what I'm doing right now. Lame. Uhmm,
what I also don't see is, BROOKLYN !? Whuut ? Whuuuuut ?! .... K, I'll
just shutup. I'm fucking retarted I know. I'm just tired right now..
really. I'll just leave. Bye Blogspot. : ]


btw, I like this new layout of mine.. (y)

Labels: beyonce - roc, cpt season, new layout, new york city

OH heyy, remember how I mentioned earlier that I'm barely
in the yearbook ? .. Well, I find it quite random to just
talk about it.. I just felt like expressing my gayness via
blogspot.. Oh and especially that random grade 10 page. How
odd. I also noticed how lotta peeps who signed my yearbook
were based on my debut.. like, "Oh yay your debuts next year !"
"Can't wait for you debut !" "Call me when the cotillion
practises are gonna start" "How come I'm not in your debut?
Thanks Sanchez. Thanks" <-credits go to Elise for that, LMAO
I'm joking. I love you Elise, and your in candles for the
gazillionth time you asswhipe. Uhh so yeah. I don't know.
Pretty gay, and look.. take a peek (btw, don't ask why
I'm doing this. I'm extremely bored and I feel pictures need to
be added onto my boring blog):


Grade 10 section, featuring myself, Jo, Mons, and Matsymoo.


Omg it's Buddah ! LMAO. I lie...


"The Sanchez sisters", lol we be rollin.


I don't know who this is, but I find this pretty sick...
But now looking at it, I think it's Mora.. ^o)


Ouu.


"Gud mawnin" LOL.


Thought of adding some "pizzaz".

Soooooo I've been kind of loafting on this entry..ish
cause in between I'm on facebook. But I shall continue.
I'm getting sleepier and sleepier now. Around 10, I just
get so exausted. Around 11/12 I get so cranky. I'm starting
to sleep better now, thank God. : ) It's so nice. Well, I'm
off to bed now. G'night. I think I'll be back tomorrow (y)

Labels: birthday sex, picturettes, we be rollin deeeeep, yearbook tangs

So we got our yearbooks today. Frankly, I'm not in a lot
of pictures this year : / .. LOL, maybe next year I don't know.
I'm in the siblings page with my sister. It's quite cute I must
say. Joela pointed out to me today how me, her, Monica & Mathuri
are in the grade ten section as well.. LMAO ! So funny. What's
also funny is how Ariel (who btw, I havn't seen or a fucking week!)
saw whats-her-face-with-the-bushman-eyebrows.. at the bus stop,
"HEY LOOK WHOS TAKING THE BUS TODAY !" *waves smilingly and does
the sucking cock movement* LMFAO ! Aw, Ariel made my day. Love that
guy : ) .. I also love Carlo Saquilayan, who I havnt seen for like
fucking two years. Yes two years. I MISSS YOU BUDDY ! Yeah, saw him
walk out of his car today and ran all the way to the terminal just
to give me a hug. Missed him. : ) Anywhooooos, I've been officially
scarred after witnessing what I found in my parents bedroom.. Omg,
I can't even - no. It's just too gross to think or talk about. I'm
very sad, it makes me wanna puke. : ( Never ever. Ariel was right. :(
*sigh* I feel so gay not cleaning my room. I need to clean the other
half. It's hilarious because one side is nice and neat, while the other
is like messy. Notetoself, CLEEEEEEEEEAN ! Oh yeah, today was Civvies
and it was swell. Sammy kept begging me to visit St. Joes, but friday
I am and yeah. : ) Last words: I hate cosmo, the cpt is fucking gay.
I can't wait till summer :). debut plans are an official go, cotillion
is still in the works.. well for Jo, since she needs a partner; and
yeah I gotta go. BYEEEE

Labels: lol at ariel, scarred for life, yearbook

SOOOOOOOOOOO I'm officially fucked for Cosmo.
I need to do like, fucking what? 5 more tasks !
I did my sisters today, so yupp. I just hafta
stay after school Monday/Tuesday. Sam's coming
in Tuesday and I'm gonna dye her hair. PRAAAY
for me that I don't screw up. Mhmm. Well, I was
suppose to go to prom today, but whatever. Parents
wouldn't let me go with whats-his-face cause
they think it's very "unproper" of me. But I was
like "Whatever parents, I don't care if I'm going
with him. I just wanna go to prom for the sake
of going to prom ! That's really all." No seriously.
I wanted to go just to go to prom. It'd be nice.
SO yeauh, waiting for mom to come home to go
visit the hall. I don't know if Guarin is coming
no more, maybe. Joela is. Mhmm. Okay, I think it's
time for me to search for a noice layout. Bye !

Labels: black eyed peas, fuck cosmo, fuck prom

I've been kind of lazy this week, and I've told myself
a lot of times to go write a new post on Blogspot, but
life sucks and yeah. Yeah, I've got a looot to write,
so beware. Heeeeey. So I'm back, and feeling SO much better
now. Which is good because it feels like a fresh start for
me. I've been doing a lot of newer and better things for
myself now.. such as, less make up, new hair cut, staying
in less, being with my friends more, cleaning my room
(finally !), etc. The friends part is probably my most
positive in my life right now. I've realized when I'm
around my friends, I feel so happy. Regardless of the past,
and how I've pushed myself away from them in a way.. Yeah.
It's nice. My mood compared to last weeks has lowered
down a bit. Am I sad still ? Not really. I get a bit sad
when I think about the memories.. but I'm more mad at
what happened. But 97% of the time, I try my best not to
let it fully get to me. Instead, I try to focus my mind
on the other important things.. such as family, friends
and my education.. OH and summer too : ). I'm really looking
forward to that. But what I'm seriously looking forward to
is my debut, which obviously is next year.. but yes. I've
already started out the planning with my mom. She's spoken
to my tito Ray, since he's going to be the one planning and
arranging almost everything. I'm very excited. I hope he
doesn't let me down, I trust him. : ) So yeah, I've been
currently writing down the list for who's in my cotillion,
candles, roses, guest list etc. It's exciting. Tonight I'm
going to be posting the list via Facebook; and tomorrow
afternoon, mamadukes, Guarin, Jo and I are going to Westin
hotel to see the hall itself. CAAAAAAN'T WAIT : D ! It's
been a while since I've been to that hall. All I remember
is the outside and the chandelere ? (<--Possible spelling error)
Mhm, can't wait. Plus I've been studying for my g1, which
is awesome too since I'll be going to get it with Andrea.
Hoooooooooopefully I pass : S. It's not that hard, everything
is pretty easy and straightforward. Well, today I got my schedual
for next semester/grade 12 year. I'm pretty happy because my
last year looks pretty swell. LOL, everythings simple and not
that hard to manage. Minus the fact that I have co-op in the
morning, and God knows what lunch I have... But 2nd semesters
gonna be fucking loaft. I have FIRST PERIOD SPARE. Which is
super amazing.. I already imagine all my sleeping in mornings,
: ] .. I have math 2nd, chem 3rd, and outdoor ed 4th. Yaaaay !
Heard its a fun class too, : ). First semester, its co-op, religion,
and english. Easy shit. I love it. I'm so happy now, I feel
like a lot of burdens are being lifted from my shoulders... except
my cosmo cpt, I'm totally fucked for that damn service sheet.
I hafta do 8 more tasks in 3 days. Fml. But overall, I'm loving
everything right now.. hope it doesn't screw up (y)

Labels: 18th debut, fuck cosmo, grade 12 year, new changes

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