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Thursday, June 4, 2009,3:37 PM

I havn't posted anything in porebur.

I've been kind of lazy this week, and I've told myself
a lot of times to go write a new post on Blogspot, but
life sucks and yeah. Yeah, I've got a looot to write,
so beware. Heeeeey. So I'm back, and feeling SO much better
now. Which is good because it feels like a fresh start for
me. I've been doing a lot of newer and better things for
myself now.. such as, less make up, new hair cut, staying
in less, being with my friends more, cleaning my room
(finally !), etc. The friends part is probably my most
positive in my life right now. I've realized when I'm
around my friends, I feel so happy. Regardless of the past,
and how I've pushed myself away from them in a way.. Yeah.
It's nice. My mood compared to last weeks has lowered
down a bit. Am I sad still ? Not really. I get a bit sad
when I think about the memories.. but I'm more mad at
what happened. But 97% of the time, I try my best not to
let it fully get to me. Instead, I try to focus my mind
on the other important things.. such as family, friends
and my education.. OH and summer too : ). I'm really looking
forward to that. But what I'm seriously looking forward to
is my debut, which obviously is next year.. but yes. I've
already started out the planning with my mom. She's spoken
to my tito Ray, since he's going to be the one planning and
arranging almost everything. I'm very excited. I hope he
doesn't let me down, I trust him. : ) So yeah, I've been
currently writing down the list for who's in my cotillion,
candles, roses, guest list etc. It's exciting. Tonight I'm
going to be posting the list via Facebook; and tomorrow
afternoon, mamadukes, Guarin, Jo and I are going to Westin
hotel to see the hall itself. CAAAAAAN'T WAIT : D ! It's
been a while since I've been to that hall. All I remember
is the outside and the chandelere ? (<--Possible spelling error)
Mhm, can't wait. Plus I've been studying for my g1, which
is awesome too since I'll be going to get it with Andrea.
Hoooooooooopefully I pass : S. It's not that hard, everything
is pretty easy and straightforward. Well, today I got my schedual
for next semester/grade 12 year. I'm pretty happy because my
last year looks pretty swell. LOL, everythings simple and not
that hard to manage. Minus the fact that I have co-op in the
morning, and God knows what lunch I have... But 2nd semesters
gonna be fucking loaft. I have FIRST PERIOD SPARE. Which is
super amazing.. I already imagine all my sleeping in mornings,
: ] .. I have math 2nd, chem 3rd, and outdoor ed 4th. Yaaaay !
Heard its a fun class too, : ). First semester, its co-op, religion,
and english. Easy shit. I love it. I'm so happy now, I feel
like a lot of burdens are being lifted from my shoulders... except
my cosmo cpt, I'm totally fucked for that damn service sheet.
I hafta do 8 more tasks in 3 days. Fml. But overall, I'm loving
everything right now.. hope it doesn't screw up (y)

Labels: 18th debut, fuck cosmo, grade 12 year, new changes