stefunny sandchez

Hello I'm Stephanie and this is my blog.

stefunny sandchez

Hello I'm Stephanie and this is my blog.

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I'm a short, and proud little Filipino. I'm an Aries baby; born on March 15th. I am happy-go-lucky 18 year old girl from Mississauga. I am a loving daughter, sister and best friend. I'm a small girl with a big heart. I'm Stephanie Sanchez.
May you always find the love that you need, and need all the love you can find.

"I may be a slut, but I'm the best slut in town !" - Celine Magsaysay; Maging Sino Ka Man.

A week has past, and I feel stronger than ever. And I'm telling you, I'm loving it. This is my official "fresh start". I'm starting anew. It's awesome. I've gotten rid of the useless people of my past, and gladly feel peace with the ones who are worth it. I don't really say much these days. I really don't care. It's funny how I'm hearing all the things certain people say about me. It's kind of like they're trying to make me feel like shit. But oh hey, I honestly don't give a flying fuck. Whatever you say doesn't affect me. It's just another way of saying you have the audacity to talk shit, just to because deep down your upset at me. Okaaay, I get it :). But in my world, its nothing. Really. *sigh* Immaturity these days. I just laugh. Seriously, I can't wait to get outta FX. I need to get outtttttttt. Lucky for me, I don't even go to school as often anymore. Fourth is probably the only class I go to, ever. I rarely stay in school. So, Co-op is practically taking over my life. How great. But, it's alright. The hours kill me, but I'll get use to it eventually. Okay, that is all. Bye :) I need to update this more.

Labels: nuff said, rant

We're suppose to be writing an essay right now.. but I'm not. So, today was day 3 of Co-op. I work at a salon/spa. I actually like it. Except the moments when there's nothing to do. Then I get bored. :/ but on a good note, the people are really nice. My life is slowly beginning to revolve around it. It seems to me that I'll be there a lot now. Including Saturday.. but that might change because of dance.. I hope they let me though. (y). Okay, well... I have to go back there again at 3. Then I get off at 7. After that I'm going to buy my new iPod. =) Can't wait. I really needed a new one since I cannot update my old one. Then, were gonna watch Fame. I don't really wanna watch it. But my friends do, so I'm stuck :(. Btw, Jacob says "Hi, you're sucha computer freak... Are you blogging right now ?" LOL =) Trina is beside me. Candice is beside Trina and Camille is beside Candice. Soooooooo yeah. I'm gonna go back to my essay writing. BYE :)

Labels: co-op, english, fame

I am so cool, calm, and collected right now. All I've got is a flashing smile on my face. LOL :). Right now I just re-watched the movie trailer, for the moving that I am DYYYING to see called, "Valentines Day", which comes out February. =) I've got a few people on my list who wanna watch it now ! Yaay ! So anyways, changed my layout. It's decent. But I'm gonna change it later when I have the time. So co-op placements send me away on Tuesday. And let me tell you, my social life is gonna die. Meh, but I'm actually glad. I think I need to get away from my social life for a while, then come back when it's time :). So wanna hear my (as Arlene calls it) crappy schedual for my placement ? [The hours are crap because they open at 10 and close at 8. :/ So gay..] Okay here we go.

First and formost, I have 3 credit, so I need to have 6 hours. Plus, on my schedual its marked down as 2 credit, but my guidance and teacher allowed me to do 3 credit. Plus, I dropped Religion for this..(next semester is when I have it now). Plus, on Mondays, I have all 3 lunches. Plus, on Wednesdays, I only go to school for 4th. Plus, on Saturdays, I gotta work too. (sucks, I know..) SOO LISTEN !!!:

Monday: 1st period spare, 2nd period Co-op, 3ABC lunch, 4th English.

Tuesday: 10:30-1:30 (That needs to be changed to 12:30 because of English...) I go back to school. Then go back to my placement.. which is from 3-6. (which will hopefully be changed to 7).

Wednesday: I don't work, but I only go to school for 4th.

Thursday: Only go to school for 4th, and work from 3-8.

Friday: Same thing as Tuesday. :/

Saturday: Work from 10-4. I gotta quit Hawaiian for this...

So this is my life. It's gonna revolve all around Co-op. Not bad ? I suppose.... My only problem is destination going back and forth. (n) Honestly. I really, really, need to start driving. When the hell is this damn strike gonna be over ? Ughhhhhh !

Labels: co-op, crap schedual, driving test

It's weird to think how, "I've been friends with her for like, what ? Six years now.. Am I really going to throw this all away ?" Answer to that question is, what you're gonna see right here.... "But why though ? Sweetheart, I don't get it. I don't understand. 6 YEARS ! That's like history right there." Yes, I understand that, it's very sad. But then again, I also can't scratch outta my mind that I've never liked the way I was treated, appreciated or being looked down on. Tell me. How would you feel if someone so, close to you, per say.. Starts turning their back on you, and gos their way, becoming so close to someone who once had your heart ? How would you feel ? What do you see. Put yourself in my shoes, but in your own situation. Talk to me, when you have an answer.. My own point of view on things, is totally different. I, myself feel really dissapointed. In other words, really really sad. I've never thought that things would end up this way. It's like the saying, "Friends are like seasons. They come and go." Sometimes I wish that saying was never true. But, if that's the best way of putting it, so let it be. In all honesty, I've been very frustrated all summer. Mostly at this certain friend of mine, but not so much the situation. Sure, I understand where you're coming from. Yes, I understand that you love this guy, that he's your bestfriend. Okay, I get it. Just stop reminding me dear, I don't need an alarm clock ringing in my head over and over again. Bottom line is, I get it. I'm totally fine with it. But me, being the kind of person, who HATES and I admit, HATES to be reminded constantly over and over.. Just ticks me off. Please don't. Let's just do our own things for now, you go do the talking, I can do the walking. One way or the other. But I know now that I won't be saying anything about it for a long time. We'll be okay. Another thing, I don't understand why I've got so much energy to do this. A lot of people say I have a lot of guts doing what I did. But hey, it's not always about how brave I am. I just, really don't care anymore. I'm actually at that point of my life, where I feel that it's my last year of highschool. I don't want what's negative. I only want to keep what's already positive. So, if you're negative, sorry, but goodbye. I don't have time for this. Try finding someone or something else to occupy your time, because what you have is definetly not on my schedual. It's just too much. All I want is to graduate highschool with a smile on my face, not a frown when receiving my diploma. No. I definetly don't want that; and I know for sure, we all don't want that. Like geez, put aside the negative just for this time, and just let the positive stay. For instance, I have this one person on me, thinking that I'm mad at her because of something offending she said about a close friend of mine. Yes, I was upset, but not anymore. Then again, I'd like to let her know that I'm not mad. I just, don't have time for you. So goodbye. So, you see what I mean ? Yeah. This whole thing I just said right there, might have possibly looked like I was spazzing just a bit, but I'm not. This is just me, being completely honest. These days, I look up on my older cousins, Noemi and Erwin, and I see so much in them. It's kind of like, almost every single piece of advice they've ever feeded me, was all true. They've been probably been through the exact same situations that I have in their past; worse or maybe not so worse.. But they've still definetly gone through it. I want to be them like them one day. Wise, strong and not giving a shit about stupid things. I'm starting to see myself like that now. Before, I use to be this girl who wanted to please everyone. But now, I just don't see things that way anymore. I've already gained too much of what I need to to give back more to others. I now know that, you can never always get what you want, you can never always please everyone, and you can't really have your cake and eat it too. *sigh* Regardless of how much things can temp you, don't take it if you know it's not good for you. Right now, I am good. I woke up this morning realizing how thankful I am for the certain amount of people in my life. I'm glad that they've stood by me, through good or bad. Mostly good. And I am very blessed to have them. =) Cause even without the negative people in my life, I now know that life goes on.

Labels: self explanitory

Friday morning: Woke up late, went to school. Did my work, and went home at 2:25.
Friday night: Received a call from Sam, (yes I talked about this already but whatever.) asking to go to the Toronto International Film Festival with her and Jenny. I went, and had an awesome night =)

Saturday morning: Woke up early, and pampered myself. LOL, then I went on MSN. Danny Trinh askes me to send him a "Cherry tree". I told him, "Sorry Danny, I don't believe in nor do I play Farmville." and he tells me, "WHYY ITS SO ILL !" I'm like, "Well, I don't like it. It's hard to understand." Then he told me to just try it. So I did, and sent him his tree... sooner or later, I started to venture off into the world of Farmville, and realized that... It really wasn't so bad. =\. Then my brothers friend, Erwin Gadong was here, and he assisted me and taught me what to do. Now, thanks to Danny and Erwin. I am hypocrite. =( THAAAANKS !
Saturday night: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA !!! It was her birthday dinner at Jack Astors. Joining us that night was, Cassie, Mathuri, Andy, Joela and of course Andrea.. and myself. I got too full. Then, went back to Andrea's house. Waited for Jayne to get the juice.. came and dot dot dot. Fun night though :). Loved it, sadly, I do not remember much of the highlights that happened that night. But all I know was it was fun. Monica was in it with me too. LOL, hilarious. ;)

Sunday morning: Woke up from Andrea's @ 4am, horrible hangover, trouble walking, and oddly Farmville craving (I know right ? I've seriously caught the disease.) Anywhoo, went back to sleep, and woke up around 9. Ate breakfast, and went home. At 12, got ready for my neice Raine' baptism. But it was weird because we had to have the lunch first at Starwalk. I still don't understand why the baptism had to be second... Anywho, we ate and I didn't have much. I was still kinda blaaah. Then we went to the church. The baptisimal ceremony ended up having to be more than an hour and a half. That was only because the "priest", or deacon.. was unprepared (he asked some random volunteers to come up and speak and read), he kept asking odd questions that we already knew, and ended up talking WAAAAAAY too much. I honestly think that he didn't even do the whole thing right.. ^o). On another note, Raine was the cutest little thing ever ! She just kept smiling and giggling the whole time ! Even when she got baptized. She had to happiest little face on ever ! :) Aw, cutieee ! So yeah, after the whole thing ended.. I went home.
Sunday night: My parents went to a party, and just came back home right now. In the meantime, I watched the MTV VMAs. Kanye. Taylor. Lady Gaga. Beyonce. Jay Z. Eminem. THE SEEEERIOUS TALKS OF THE WHOOOLE NIGHT :). LOL, I pretty much Facebooked a lotta things... :| Anywhooo, yeah.

Labels: baptism, mtv vmas, party hardy, tiff

Yesterday after school, I received a phone call from Sam asking me if I wanted to go to the Toronto International Film Festival.. I obviously couldn't say no. Soooo, I went. (After begging my mother, and convincing my father of course..) Well, we picked up Sam and Jenny at Sam's house. But had to drop off my mom and brother at Square One first. Then, dad dropped us off at the subway station. There we missioned off to Toronto. Us, being noobs and all. We were like, "Do we get off at St. George ? or Queen ? Young and Bloor ? Where ?" First place we ended off at was, Young and Bloor.. We were like, "Okay, where are we ?" We had to ask someone. Techinically, the WHOOOOLE night we had to ask people where we were going. Some people were nice, others gave us stupid incorrect directions. We then subwayed back to Eatons, and into Dundas Square. There was some band performing, but then we were like, "Let's go back to Young and Bloor !" So there we went. We ended up at the MTV studio place. There was this huge line up, and we didn't know what or who it was for.. Turns out it was obviously for MTV live. The bitchiest girls were giving us the bitchiest stares. Okayyyyyy thurr. Well, we asked the police dudes, where most of the celebrities were, and they directed us to.. I forgot, the rich area. LOL ! Sorry. Let's just say, the hotel area. "The Four Seasons" and "Wyatt" hotels. We walked around for a bit, thinking each corner with groups of people were the exact places were celebrities were located. Then, somehow we saw a huge group of girls that were being held back by these fences. I was like, "Who are you guys waiting for ?" One said, "THE JONAS BROTHERS ! OMG !" I'm like, "K, you guys wanna see them ?" Sam was like, "I don't care about the Jonas Brothers ! Let's go ! Maybe we'll see someone..." Turns out across the street, we see screaming fans, yelling "MEGAN FOXXXXXXXX !!!!" And, she was getting out of this store. We like, ran out to go see her. Tried to get a few pictures, but they didn't turn out too well :/. Sooo anywho, we decided to wait for the Jonas Brothers. You know, at least we'd catch one picture of a celebrity today.. perhaps ? Welllllll, we actually did end up seeing them.. They were in their SUV, driving away. So funny, there were these groups of girls chasing them down the road.. -__-. Okaaay ? So, I caught my cousin, Noemi on the streets. She told me how she was also here to see celebrities too. LOL, Most of the time, she'd call to check up on me or to tell me where celebrities were. So funny. Well anywhoooo, after that, Sam, Jenny and I walked around to go get something to eat. Sushi or whatevs. We ended up passing by a street that contained Matt Damon entering a restaurant. Rather exciting. LOL Once again, we attempted to catch a picture.. but stupid crowds kept us unseen. Oh well. So, Korean Grill after that, and Sam chopped some guy with a red hat, named "Skinny". LMAOO ! Okay, I don't know. But it was funny. Then, we just went home, by subway. There were these group of guys, who dance and rap. That held these big boom boxes, and mikes. They had this interesting performance at the subway, I'll probably post the video on FB soon. LOL, I loved it. One of the guys asked me to send them that video so they can put it on their Youtube account. LOL WOWWWW ! Well so, that was the end of our awesome day.

Labels: :), jonas brothers, matt damon, megan fox, tiff

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, heck no, you can't '' be friends ''. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think it will get better. You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't ever make him feel he is more important than you are.. even if he has more education, or is in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you allow him to treat you. All men are not dogs. You should not be the only one doing all the bending.. compromise is a two way street. You need time to heal between relationships.. there is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to complete you.. a relationship consists of two whole individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary. Dating is fun.. even if he of two doesn't turn out to Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes.. when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him. He takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house, never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Labels: love it, men, yes

That sound irritates me. You know that "buzzing noise" you hear when you see a beehive around. So it happens this summer, I discover the beehive in front of my house. It wasn't that much of a big deal, it was small, so eventually it'll die.. Perhaps, I was wrong.. Why ? Because, after walking home from school today, Ariel and I saw the beehive. It was HUGE !! It was like, the size of my computer screen.. (I don't know, but that's the best estimate I can only think of at the moment..) It's so weird. I wanted to throw a rock at it, but I don't wanna harm them or get hurt or something. If you ever come close to it, it'll make you shiver.. That buzzing sound is sucha "buzz kill". LOOOOOOOOL ! No, I'm serious.

Well, the semester is getting a little bit better. This morning I slept it, (y). I did myself proud :). I went to school around 9:15, and stayed with Jacob in JB's art class once again. Co-op got a little better.. But I'm still kind of whatever with it all. Philosiphy isn't so bad; well at least the teacher isn't.. 3A is still great. Love lunch with Andrea and Mathuri. And as for English ? I can't stand my teacher. Shes just.. no comment. Well, I'm done now. Byeeeeeeeeee !

Labels: 1st semester, beehives, buzz kills

You're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you, you'd be like heaven to touch. I wanna hold you so much... (8)

YOU GUYS, LISTEN TO KAT BADAR !! : D

Nooo, it's not like I have some sort of "girl crush" on her.. It's more like, I admire her. Her voice :). It's so, so, so, soothing. HAHAHHA ! I'm serious !! =P Look her up please !

UGGGGGGGGH ! Co-op is gay !!!! I want to drop out. But mamadukes won't let me. She said she'd literally demolish me. LOL, You see me laughing now, but I'd probably be crying later.. No, and you think I'm not joking. I can't find a way to get out of that. But I wanna get outta Philosiphy. I just found out the other day, that there is a grade 12 Religion class that DOES EXIST. WOOOOOOOW ! So, that arrangement will be arranged.. next week or some time tomorrow. That's if, I get my appointment. I should've booked one on the first day.. *sigh*...

OKAY, LET'S TALK ABOUT 1ST PERIOD SPARE.... and how LIVE it is. No seriously. I love it. There's like everyone there... Everyone meaning, just Jacob and I. Yeahhh, Ira kind of left us on the island together. So now, it's just Jacob and I. Grrrrreat. Not saying that having just Jacob is boring. What I mean to say, is ..It's lonely. Even Jacob, himself agrees with me. We have no one. No classes. No lilfe. And most of all, we're tired. It's so early ! I need to get on with my life, if I had class in the morning. So yes, that is life for me in first period spare. I officially have NO life. Like for example, today.. I didn't worry too much about being late to school, cause NO SHIT, I have a first period spare. So, I was with Jacob at some point, until he left me, after I went to go talk to Ms. Keavney.. I turn around, and he's gone. So I had no where to go. Or sit. I did all my homework from last night, so now what ? Well, so what I did was, walk to Price Chopper.. and walked around the grocery store, picked up an Archie's Comic and read it.. Then, I somehow came across the "granola bar" aisle, and bought myself Blueberry granola bars. The cash regester lady smiled at me and said, "Back to school now, huh sweetheart ? Why are you so late ?" and I replied, "Hmmm.. Yeah, I have a first period off. I hate it." and she's like, "Oh really ? I agree with you. I'd rather have class in the morning, and get on with my day !" I just smiled. Said thank you. Walked away, and ate my granola bar. Seriously. It's THAT sad. =(. Then I walked around the plaza alone... Listening to my iPod, and sighed "This sucks." LOL. I then texted a few of my friends saying, "First period spare can suck my dick =(.." Ugh. I then thought to myself, "Why not just sleep in tomorrow ?" Probably. That IS a good option.. but then again, I might need to find a ride there.. or ....walk. :\ ? Okay. I guess... So then, I walked back to the school, obviously... Found Jacob, and he took me to JB's art class. Which, happened to be where he was at the whooooole time. Wow. Thanks Jacob. Thanks. I really don't like this. I can't wait till second semester, life is a breeze. But for now, pray that I'll survive this crap of a semester. : \ I AM soooooo sleeping in tomorrow morning ! :\

Labels: 1st semester, kat badar, spares suck

Today was kind of a bore. I hate Co-op, and their stupid "new" schedual. Originally, I had Ariel, Camille, Arlene, Chris Tran, Kly, Trina, Ashley and Elise in my wonderful class.. That ended up being a fail because their teacher said "Whoever got phone calls last Wednesday, this isn't your class.. I'm sorry." I got mad. Basically they now have 2 Co-op classes during 1st/2nd. So, I'm actually in the second one. Their whole little group, yeah, the people I just mentioned above, HAVE their class in the morning, and get 2nd period off. >:( !! I get 1st off, and have Co-op class 2nd.. Yeah. >:S I hate it cause the room was so sticky and non-aircondioned.. At least, it's not in a portable right ? Well, luckily I wasn't alone, since Ashley Quijano was in it with me. She sits beside me. But good thing is, if Ashley wasn't there.. I'd be lost. I barely talk to anyone in my class. It's kind of sad. So for the next two weeks, I am doing straight up "in class" work with my Co-op class 8-).. Then after that, I venture off into my workplace. Except on Mondays (y). Not bad, I suppose... *sigh* Well, today at "1st period spare", I found Jacob and Ira. So, I stayed with them for a bit. There were a lot of people in the caf coming in for appointments to change their scheduals. I don't really seem to want to change anything of mine.. Maybe Co-op, cause Felix tells me it's "useless" and "a pure waste of time and life". Hmmm.. I don't know. After that, Neil grabbed me and we just went around the school saying "Hi" to previous teachers. So cute, cause half of them were like, "Oh yeahh you guys are in grade twelve now, you make me feel SO old :(". LOL I love Neil. But anywhos, I have Philosophy 3rd. It's okay. I like Mr. Simmons. I hate almost everyone there, except Vanessa Da Silva. She's probably the only person I'll be talking to all semester long, till the day I die. Sidenote, Lina says how Co-op is gonna fuck up my social life, and I'll lose touch with the world... Hm. Well, I have 3a lunch again... but the whole world has that lunch too. But I think I'll be spending it mostly with Andrea, Mathuri and Joela. Then 4th, I have English with Trina, Camille, Mike and Jacob. Which is good because, I can get through.. Apparantly my original English teacher went MIA, and left.. so Ms.... something, is our replacement for now. She looks brown, but apparantly she's half Filipino.. Odd. *sigh* Well, on a good note, my little brother looked SO ADORABLE today. All my friends kept asking, "Where's Richard ??" LOL. I'm not so sure if he enjoyed his day, cause once I came home, he was sleeping on the couch. Awwwwwwwwww ! After school, Andrew Felciaaaaaaaano and Alex Da Sillllllllllllvaaaaah came and took me to BR. Since of course, Andrew owes me, for spilling my BBT last time :/. Others came too. It was cute. Sooo, I'm gonna go sign my long, thick, Co-op papers. Not like their not gonna go get signed themselves. Ughh, I pray grade 12 year will surprise me, and make me smile. : )




HELLO KAT BADAR, I LIKE YOUR VOICE ;)

She sings a little too loud though, the mike literally breaks off. LOL.

Labels: 1st semester, blah, first day of school

Summer 2009's done. Over. Finito. I guess it's safe to say that my days are over laying around the house doing nothing. So, it's good right ? Say it with me, YES. Well summer 09 really opened my eyes to what's really real in my life. Mostly to do with my friends. I would like to take the time to thank my bestfriends, who've stuck by me through thick and thin. Alyssa Guarin, Andrea Ogundele, Mathuri Xavier and Monica Yiu. <3 I love you guys SO much. You don't understand what life would be like without you guys. You make my life less stressfull. ;). To the other close people, Ariel Legaspi, Samantha Villanueva, Jannine Ambrosio, Carlo Saquilayan, Andrew Feliciano, Andy Jackhan, Kevin Balingit, Crystal Wong, Justin Joo, Trina Guerra, Janelle Azucena, Jacob Espino and etc. You know who you are. Thanks for making my summer lively. =D Soo, schools tomorrow.. Yeaaaah... I heard the niners are spreading this gay rumour saying that it's a "full day" tomorrow. 8-) Gosh. Well, I hafta wake up early tomorrow. Sooo, yeah. We'll I'm on the phone with Mathuri. She says, "I hate school." That's it ? LOL. "and uh... HEEEEY ! Stephanie rules ! She needs to .... I hear you typing away. LOL My cellphone is so bright, it's hurting my eye ! My eye is hurting Stephanie. I have a face rash from the sun !.. I still hear you typing ! Come in nose ring !" LMFAOOOO ! Okay I'll go now. See ya next year Summer 09. Hello School :\. "AHHH I hurt myself !" - Mathuri's still talking.

Labels: boring summer of 2009, bummer, LOL, summer

I'm laughing too much right now. Ariel and Mark kill me. They're meanies. But also jokers. I love those too ! ;). "Steph you gotta click 'like' you just gotta !" OMG MARK. LMAOO !

So anywho, yesterday last night was the highlight of my mom's life. Well, beside her wedding, yes. It was her 50th birthday gala. It was a great turn out and I had a blast ! : ) Especially having my family and two of my closest friends there. Yeah, it was fun. Usually, I would sit here and talk about my WHOOOOLE night and what happened. But this time, I'll point form this one down:

Woke up @ 9, and took a shower. By 12 we were at hotel.

Stayed in our beautiful suite. Big enough that got me thinking, it's an good place to have my debut after party ;) It can hold a lotta people.

Watch "The Game" on BET. I love that show now. It's really good.

My gorgeous, hair and make up stylist, Jamie, came. And she did an awesome job ! :) Shes doing hair and make up for my debut next year.

I feared Guarin would let me down and NOT come, because she called me up in the morning telling me her head was hurting, and she had a hangover. I kept telling her, "FUCK YOUR HANGOVER ! YOU'RE COMING !!!" LOL. Demanding, much ? So I got kinda paranoid about that..

I was even more paranoid with the fact that Ariel was still upset at me from last night.. But really, he was just joking around with me.

I met the MC, I forgot his name.. but he was really odd. He kept hitting on me throughout the night.. Same with the dj, Paul... Except he was fob. They would wink and smile, and be like "You are hot. Hotter than your mother ! HAHA ! ..But don't tell her I said that..." It made it akward for me to be around them. Ughh...

My killer heels were already killing me.

When guests started to arrive, famo and I started to take pictures.

WHEN the guests arrived, I kind of noticed some people from the past, and some people I don't see anymore.. It was nice. I got to catch up with some of my ninang and ninongs who I havn't seen in AGES.

My one ninang thought I was 23. -__-

Alyssa ends up coming. I slap her. LMAO ! I think ?

We had to do this hyped-up intro when we walk in. It was alright.

My family and I had to sit at the "main table" in the front. I feared people would watch me eat. Which was weird.

Joselle was pretty much my right-hand lady for the night. We took almost a gazillion pictures together.

I bumped into Tita Imelda, my former choir/piano teacher. :)

Oh my Ate Noemi.. She kind of had tooooo much to drink. She was jokes. ;)

The food was deeeeeeeelicious ! Except the soup.

I had to dance Hawaiian. We had to use the frog for the music, but putting it against the mike, wasn't loud enough..

Ariel performed, too bad I couldn't see it =(

Little Sanchez and Alcantara kids performed to Wondergirls - Nobody. They were so cute. Kristine was the lead.

SLIDESHOW ! OMG. I had a few gay ones of me in there. Ariel, Michelle, Alyssa, Ashley, Noemi, Erwin and all of them laughed at us. =(

Funny cause many of the parents there.. Their kids were at Filipino day @ WDL.

Tito Ray was demanding but reasonable.. that's why I'm hiring him.

LOL My mom went "debut style" and had her own version of "12 roses". Including Tito Ray !

I missed my parents salsa number, but got a picture in somehow..

When the adults started dancing to their music.. Ariel, Alyssa, Joselle, Hazel, the rest of the kiddos and I; would go to our suite at least 3 times that night. It was live.

"We can like totally all sleep here.. on the bed, on the couch, on the table, on the floors ! OMG !!!" "Honestly Steph, I love this." "MAKE IT HAPPEN !!!" "After parttttty true !" - Alyssa Guarin's comments all night about our suite. LMFAOOO

I kept saying, "Balis san mo !" (or w/e you spell it) all night long.

Pictures ! Picture ! Pictures !

In between MCing, the cake falls down =(.

"Some things in life may fall down, and sometimes it's easy to get back up again.. In this case, it may not be so easy for the cake.." - The MC. LOL !

SPEECHES ! I said mine, and stuttered at the first part. I was getting too emotional. Usually, I'm bubbly, but this time, I almost choked up for my mom ! Stacey's speech beat mines by 4.. and Richard's was the one that got most claps. "My mom is a cool person.... This is our relationship *pauses* Happy Birthday, I love you, and I'm done." LMAOOOOOOO !

I met some people I've never met before..

My dad's speech was uber cute. He talked about how my mom and dad have known each other since the good ol' days in Pandan, Philippines. His mother was my mom's godmother. He said how my mom always complained to my dad how his mom never gave her presents on Christmas or her birthday. So one day, my dad confronted his mother about this, and she said, "I don't need to give her anything, because I've already given her the best present ever.. and that's you !" : D ! Awwww !

Dessert time ! It was all imported from Something Sweet, and I had one turon. But when I came back for a second one, it was all gone =(.

Chillllllllllled in the suite again.

Went to the outside deck. Chilled. Talked to my ninong.

Danced the night away ;). Till Guarin and Ariel had to leave me :(

Dr. Solon Guzman was Ariel's ride home, and for 20 minutes.. his wife, Ariel, Joselle and I couldn't find him.

After that, Joselle and I went upstairs. We knocked on the door, waited 10 minutes.. NO ANSWER ? So, we were locked out. Richard was sleeping.

We went to Joselle's dad's room and called, but no answer. Then luck came, and my tito had an extra room key, and there was Richard sleeping on the couch.

Watched Lizzie McGuire before bed, and that was my night.

Overall, I loved ittttttt ! But too bad mom, my debut's gonna top that ;) LOL I lie. I love you mom ! Happy birthday ! I hope you enjoyed your night ! Check out the pictures V.



































































:)

Labels: family, friends, live times, moms bday

Saturday, September 5, 2009,12:05 PM

Because of you.

Today's mommy's bday ! Yay ! There's a mix of excitement and nervousness lying down on my insides. I have to dance Hawaiian, and I have to make my speech. We're gonna be leaving to the hotel soon. Alyssa and Ariel are coming :) I can't wait. Ariel, if you're reading this right now.. I AM SOOOOOO SORRY =(. Ughh, hate when people are upset at me for no legitimate reason whatsoever. Yesterday was Monica's birthday jammy. And I got a little crazy. Sorry for the inconviniece ! LOL. I was redded out, and dancing like crazay. =( LOL I pray Monica won't upload the pictures... :/ Okay, I think I'm done talking.. I'm out. I'll be back, byeee world !

Labels: hula dancing, mommys speech, moms bday, partay

Thursday, September 3, 2009,8:40 PM

Can you stand the Rain ? (8)

LOL So I didn't get to do anything today. But it's okay because I got to relax at home. My familys over right now.. and I have to babysit my neice, Raine. Shes a pure cutie. But I hate how I had to rock her to sleep. She just kept crying and crying and crying; over and over again. *Sighhh* I turn on Treehouse tv, and she just stares at the tv. Not until, I turned it off, and tried to give her her bottle. She just cries even more. >:\... Now, I am tired. LOL @ my godson Joseph. He's starting to get jealous of me taking care of Raine, more than I play with him. Well, that's what he gets for ignoring me :(. Soo, mama's bday is soon. I have to dance Hawaiian again. Which I'm excited for.. Stacey doesn't. But Hazel and I do. My mom said it's either that, or we dance that "Wondergirls" dance that the kids are doing. Ughh.... I need to practise in a bit anyways.. but I'm sucha procrast for watching Lizzie McGuire on Youtube. I gotta go. Byeeee !

Labels: family, kids, lizzie mcguire

3:25 PM

Yesterday, not today.

Wednesday: It was Monica's birthday :). But I had plans earlier, soooooo it started in the afternoon, when I chilled with Jannine and Guarin. It's been a while. I've missed her. It's kind of sad that I may not be able to chill with her as often anymore, cause in December, she and her family are moving to Windsor. =( Their house is already sold and everything. I had a picture of it. But half of our first pictures got deleted (n). So anywho, the 3 of us walked to Heartland to go mini shopping. But it was kind of late, and we just went to Walmart because Alyssa wanted McDonalds. We say Ruel and Alex working, and just talked to them the whole time. Then my mom picked up Alyssa and I, and we went to Jack Astors for Monica's bday. We were kind of late, but it was all good cause they were waiting to get seated. I ordered a quasadilla. It was pure delicious. Then then then, Alyssa and I being the clubbing virgins we are... ended up going to Body for the first fucking time. Let me tell you this, NEVER AGAIN. It was so not my scene. I didn't dance with guys or anyone there cause it was filled with pure brown and itim. LOL. I was with my girls, and we were like "Okayyy..." So yes. I am never going back there. Neither is Guarin. WE DID THIS FOR YOU MONICA ! You owwwwwe us big time !! :(. We ended up leaving before 1.. cause I was like, "Ugh.." And yeah. I went home, and yupp. Now I'm gonna write another entry.. Yeah.

Labels: chill, heartland, monica's bday, walmart

2:40 PM

Summer's come to an end.. unfortunately.

I love this. V. I officially LOVE Kat Badar. She's so cute, and so talented. :) Amaaaaazing vocals !



This week has been fun. Really, it has. Probably because I've been spending it mostly with the people that matter. :) So here's what's happened. I'll try my best to make it a bit short, and summarize..

Monday: Originally, I wasn't suppose to go downtown with my Ate Noemi.. but luck ran in, and at 7am, I received a phone call from her mom asking if I'd like to go with her and meet up with her daughter. Obviously, I couldn't refuse. So I went. I had to go to my moms office and wait for her there, since the GO station is right beside it. My tita came at 11, and we left. She's so cute. We were sitting on the GO, and she was telling me about how she loves to read "Mary Kate and Ashley mystery books" when she's bored. LOL. She read me a chapter. After she lectured me on how on my debut, I should only put "young people"; no one old - because they aren't "hip". LOL. :) She also told me about how ever since her kids got married, and her husband always working in the day; that she hates staying home, and every once in a while, she goes downtown and meets up with her friends. LOL Aww ! 45 minutes later, we eventually arrived in Toronto. Noemi was there, and the 3 of as walked around. We ate at Eatons, and just went shopping for dress shoes. I needed them for my mom's. I don't have anything new, so we went to almost a gazillion places.. until we arrived at Le Chateau, and I found a perfect pair of killer heels. They were turquoise, and look so nice. They were $80.00. Not bad ? Noemi found another pair, except they were black, and it was $39.99. I personally didn't like them.. since my dress is black, I don't want matching shoes. But in the end, I had to stay withen my $60 budget, and ended up getting the black heels. :\ Later, we met up with Ate Marianne, Kuya Erwin and Hazel; who sleptover at their place, after watching a Jonas Brothers concert. Hazel was looking for a dress for my mama's birthday, so I suggested Forever 21. The adults looked at me weird. Except Hazel. Since she's so sweet. We went, she bought her dress and life was good. From then on, we went to Marianne and Erwin's, and I went back to Mississauga. The end.

Tuesday: It was my mom's birthday. Too bad she had to work that day.. Well in the meantime, it was also my brother's grade nine orientation. Ariel and I went. Not just because we have younger siblings going to highschool.. We went only because we had to talk to Mr. Sommers about our co-op schedual.. and why we never got resumes, or phone calls. That was our original plan. But when we bumped into him, he told us to wait until the end of orientation to talk to us. We couldn't just "wait". So, since it was 8 in the morning, and we had nothing better to do.. we just went to orientation ! LOL ! It was so funny because, our school has this program for orientation called "Mentorship", and it's mostly the grade elevens/twelves that do this. They have to wear yellow t-shirts, and they get to mentor the niners. Ariel and I passed by the gym, and all we saw were a whole bunch of people we knew in yellow. When the whole thing began, all the niners started to walk into the gym; and the mentors were greeting them, clapping and shit.. LMAO, all you see is Ariel and I walk in.. All the mentors look at us, like "Wtf are you guys doing here ??" HAHAHA. The grade nine kiddos had to go get their nametags, while Ariel and I saw Carolyn and just ran onto the bleachers to talk to her. She was like, "Omg, what the hell are you guys doing here ?" LOL. We explained, and she told us, "Okay, just so you don't get in trouble. Stick with me and my group." Ariel and I were kinda paranoid, and were like, "Oh shit.. hopefully they don't kick us out !". I swear Ms. Williams kept eying us down. Anywhooo, yeah.. we sat there, they talked to us etc etc. Same orientation crap that I remembered from 3 years ago. Then we branched off to our groups. And yeahhh. Met a few niners. Some we odd, some were cute. Ariel and I managed to pull through. Some people who knew us were like, "You guys are in fucking grade twelve. What are you doing here ??" LOL. I'm not gonna lie, I had fun. We gave advice to some of them. But I doubt they gave two shits. But no really. I had fun. :) After that, we talked to Mr. Sommers and he told us to make up a resume, and come in first day of school etc etc. Then, I had to leave Ariel.. and went home. Vincent offered to walk me home, so we left together and had interesting real talks all the way home :). Once I got home. I forgot about Andy and Kevin wanting to come over to play ball.. So, I called them up, and they said they were still coming. They came, and practically acted like bitches to me, as they always do. But I love them both, they're too jokes. RJ came, and joined in with their bitchyness.. I felt so left out. Jannine then cameeeeee, after a gazillion years of not seeing her ! And it was fun. Guys played ball, and Jannine and I just chilled. After, her boyfriend, Jai came and picked her and RJ up and took them somewhere. I was left, stuck with the homo couple. Mathuri ended up coming, but didn't stay long. =(.. We watched half of Diary of A Mad Black Women. I love that movie.. Then, the boys left.. and I had family come over to celebrate. :) I'm too lazy to write the rest. But I'll pick up another entry in a bit..

Labels: medley, september beginnings, summer finale

Tuesday, September 1, 2009,1:58 PM

Happy birthday mommy ! This one's for you.

: ) Today is my mom's birthday. It's so nice outside, and I love it. But right now, just because I have to.. I will write my special bday speech for her.. Yeah, ask me why I'm writing it here. Why Stephanie ? Why ? Actually, I just think it's easier for me to write. Since, her bday thing is this week; and I DO have to present this certain speech on Saturday. So why not write it on Blogspot ? I actually don't have too much time this week, so here we go.

"Ever since I was born; my mother has always a biggest weight of strength in my life. Throughout the years, I've learned to understand my mother and her values more. She is usually strict on us, but has wise soul. Because of her ways, I am very thankful. Till this day, I still hold the same values she's been teaching me every since I was a little girl. What I love so much about her, is how the way she holds everything together. Between the five of us; Richard, Stacey, Dad, and I, my mother is our strongest hold. She gives in a lot of time and effort into our family. She works almost 7 days a week; and I know that must be pretty hard. We try our best to make her feel "stress-free". Yet there have been some times when we may give her a hard time, but at the end of the day, all that matters is that we know she loves what she does, as a doctor. But most of all as a mother. I love you mom ! Happy birthday. :)"

It needs some editing. But HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM ! <3

Labels: happy birthday, mommys speech

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