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Thursday, May 28, 2009,10:56 PM

once a loser, always a ...

: ) Okay, don't mind the harshness.
Okay, so let's talk Monday. Arrived to school in tears.
Why ? Because it hit me. I spent my whole weekend pissed
off till the point where I just cried. But I'm glad that
I had my friends there holding me and telling me that it
shouldn't matter because he got to me, and every tear is
like not worth it. Exactly. So yeah, am I still sad ? Hm.
No, not as much. Mad ? Very. Usually the thing with me
is after a breakup with a guy, the first thing I do is
cry, then I get mad. Then cry some more, and that leads me
into being plain miserable/sad. But now I got mad first. Then
I got really mad. Then I cried. But now I'm just mad. But whatever.
life goes on.. K, but enough with that. Let's talk about
the better things in life. Btw, Sammy if your reading this,
I'M SORRY STILL : (

On Tuesday, Guarin helped me change my look. She gave me
highlights that give me my old grade nine look back. LOL,
oh wow. I never honestly thought it'd turn out good, but
it did, and wow. Good job Guarman. :) Tomorrow, Ms. Quinn
is planning to cut my hair and Camille is going to fix up
the top highlights (y). Well after school, Guariners and
I went to Sq. because John deGayman and his pal manfriend, Angelo
Lezada dropped by. Once again boys, SORRRRRRY for making you
wait your Scarborian asses for us. So sorry, whatever. But
we're sorry. I saw Evanna and all 5 of us chilled. Yet, I'm
lazy to write what happened all day with that, cause it was
all pure loaft. So anywho, it was Mama Guarin's bday, and Alyssa
and I went to her house. It was so cute, we gave her her presents
and cake and everything. It was the cutest little birthday ever :)

Well yesterday I took the bus to terms with Ariel, and it was
fucking hilarious because of what he did on the bus. "I swear
if I ever hear a fucking Tagalog word come out of her mouth,
I will fucking smack her head." "So Maria and Marko...." "Who
likes to suck cock... ?" LMAO. Omg. So funny. I love Ariel.
Fuck the exposure, but yeah. LOL. So mean. Well I bought the
book, "He's Just Not That Into You". I'm reading it right now,
and it's really good. I love that book. I'm like almost done
reading it now.. LOL, and to think I bought it yesterday.
Yeuh, well it feels nice to occupy myself with better and more
positive things. (y) I love it.

As for today ? Well, we disected pigs today. They were fucking
huge. Omg. LOL, I did all the cutting while everyone held the
pig together and read the instructions or whatever. LOL, so funny.
I gave the pig a special name which will be changed via indentity.
We named him Orson Oinkers. LOL Yes. : ) It was kind of gross to
touch it at first, but I managed. It was fun overall.. I guess.
But among everyone, my group did the most "cleanest" job. Mhm,
thanks to me (y)

Labels: birthday, bus ride, fuck you, hes just not that into you, LMAO, pigs