S.

Friday, April 3, 2009,10:59 AM

jilted.

I don't understand what's wrong with me...
Probably nothing. Or maybe.. Maybe I don't even have a problem.
It's probably him. Not me. But here's what I need to let out.
I don't hate you, nor will I ever hold a grudge against you.
But, I am honestly and truly hurt. I'm sick and tired of all
this bullshit that I have endured. Over and over and over again.
I'm always stuck in the same damn corner with the same damn
idiot and in the end, I'm always left aside or alone.
Fuck you and fuck what you've done to me.
I'm in so much pain; emotionally, mentally and I can't even
dare to explain how.
Right now, I bet you may not care or realize about what's
really going on, but all I want is for you to open your
damn mouth, and motherfucking say something to me.
because, I'm not gonna sit here and wait for you, while
you sit back and enjoy the view.
I'm done, and I don't need someone who will make me go
through the same bullshit that I've dealt with before.

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