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Thursday, February 5, 2009,11:54 PM

love lockdown.

So day 3 of heartache. It's like I'm on lockdown or something. Actually, no. It's more like my heart's in an icecube waiting. Slowly it melts, but at the same time its still cold. But overall, I'm good, I'm alright. Well at least its better to feel a pinch of pain instead of feeling like my heart exploded. But if that were to actually happen then - I probably wouldn't be writing this post right now. True.

I miss him, but I know that if we give this time, then things will be benefit both of us in the end. I know I may have my paranoid, sad, lonely moments when I go crazy and just want him back - but you know, I can't put a timer on our situation. It's not like that. I just have to know is that deep down he still cares about me; as I do for him. All I can depend on right now is that everything WILL come into place in the end and I know it will. I won't give up because I honestly have hope in this one.

"I'm still here."

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